I'm a Zeta again! Ok, well technically I always was. But as a Rho Gamma (recruitment guide) I had to leave my sisters and be disaffiliated to remain unbiased during the process. We had a fabulous group of women in our color group, and not a single hissy fit was thrown.
It's interesting for me to think about where I want to go now- obviously I got used to not relying on my sisters quite so much. I got through a trip in Europe, a breakup, some trouble, moving in, and having an awful week of dumb ass moves (seriously, I don't think I was completely prepared for all my classes a single day during that week. I looked like a fool).
So what do I do now? Go back to being a sorority zombie, with no friends outside of greek life? No other interests, no solitary identity? I think I was on a really good track, and I need to keep working on that.
Things I've Done that I'm Proud of, since being a Rho Gamma:
- Joining SCOPE
- Sticking with Ki Kong- that class tried to kill me, but now I'm learning how to kill people. We'll talk about that later, though.
- Finally signing up for guitar lessons!
- Dealing with the big Oops
- Managed to function quite well without needing any single boy (Deeg will argue I'm still having an internal struggle between feeling domesticated and independent, but I'm comfortable with that)
- Finding new music I like! It used to be that I would never find time to make a point to listen and find new stuff
- Putting facebook on my stayfocsd app, so I don't waste so much of my life
- Cookies and Cream Mochas with a shot of espresso. yum.
Some of them are silly, some are just little indicators that help me find who I am. I like trying these new things, regardless. There's something empowering about knowing I could break someone's bones, while also having an informed discussion about various religions while I sip my favorite blended coffee drink and listen to new bands.
I believe in reflection.
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